21/04/2018 was the worst day ever in my life... The day I heard the 4 words that ended the life I had, 4 words that changed who I was..., "There is no Heartbeat". I had never even imagined it would happen to me, for he was such an active baby! He was a miracle baby from the very beginning, More than a coincidence, I had the same LMP for him as my daughter who just turned 7 two days ago. The date I went to confirm pregnancy with a doctor was same, Due date was different by 1 day though but the date they planned to induce me was the due date given to my daughter. It was a very difficult pregnancy for me compared to my first one. First, me being in a different country for the first ever time and I had just started on a job, secondly I was vomiting a lot and I had a 5 year old to take care, I hated almost all food, I just ate avocado and banana for the first 3 months. This lil bub inside me was very needy! while I did not have any cravings with my first one this one was ...